Monday, 30 April 2012
Saturday, 21 April 2012
Thursday, 19 April 2012
Yesterday I met a philosophising tyre sales man. I showed him the balding front tyres of our filth-mobile, and said 'are these dead or nearly dead'. He said, 'we are all but close to death', and smiled serenely. He also didn't try and sell me any new ones on the spot, but said they would be alright for another month or so . . .this is unusual surely. I put it down to the end of the world myself.
I feel odd today: just had a haircut, I think she cut off some optimism strands with the hair. Good cut though.
I know I have blogged this before, but . . .the words come back sometimes—on days like this.
My dear friend and partner on advertising nightmare photo shoots once mentioned how strange it is that one can experience so many moods in one day. I slept badly, leaning heavily to the left imagining clinging to a scratchy hillside in the wind. Woke at 6.30 as the train passed, drank tea, wrote in bed with hot water bottle, did exercises—all good. Ate toast, good, cleared up, boring but life affirming. hoed weeds, excellent.
Depressing but useful email arrived with regard to my current artistic endeavors. Day suddenly full of questions and what is it all about questions leaping up and down like dog fleas. Sat in bed again as the wind was too cold to do things I had promised myself I would do. Started a difficult letter, then it was time to go to the hairdressers and confess the reason I have a chunk of hair missing above one ear was to do with saving money.
Now at home after dog walk and cake, little better, a certain hysteria seems to be hiding in the corners of the house. Yes, it's got me. will have to post a very silly thing that makes me and Ezra laugh—thank you Nick!
Mark returned from Paris with the camera: just in time to capture this small yellow house being reduced to landfill. The last one of the block. The rate that it is all cleared away is incredible, watch this space—literally, for the shining new 'place' Limoux hospital car park/place.
Tuesday, 10 April 2012
Missed the first onslaught this morning, but it's all very exciting with the road closed and drivers ranting.
One old man standing next to me told me he lived in a house a couple of rows back: he looked rather tearful, or could have been the dust. Got told to sod off (In French) for walking around within the fenced off area. fair enough. Lots of free firewood which I can't get at!
Monday, 9 April 2012
inspired by a link of how to peel a potato in seconds via the Daily Mail sent to me by Penny, (I assume in irony . . .) I had a quick look for other vital time saving items on youtube. Thought this could help anyone planning a party event: I particularly like the slip of speech around the middle somewhere, and the use of the words 'feeding each other', oddly creepy . . .
The newspaper also helpfully told me that I might spend two and a half months brushing my teeth in my life, or three years cooking. Makes one think . . .four months in the loo? four years in the loo? depending on your digestion, seven years queuing in the post office if you happen to live in our town.
Just as well we don't actually have to lump it into one time slot. Imagine, having to sit in your bank manager's office for two months explaining why your account is out of control, or . . .a hangover that lasts for eight months, or eight years, again depending on your alcohol consumption . . .six years looking for your wallet/keys/dog/where you parked the car.
Sunday, 8 April 2012
Saturday, 7 April 2012
I took the liberty of taking this off Deb's Facebook page.
When we all next suffer a domestic crisis, or the cat has peed in the car, or someone has parked in your space, remember this film!
Think I might have chosen different music, but hurrah all the same.
Friday, 6 April 2012
I passed by the clutch of houses this morning: there is a weird air of impending endness. Lorries are gathering, the roads are sectioned off, signs are pasted on doors warning of asbestos. I had a chat with the local road sweeper and another on looker, like myself, curious to know when the deed was going to start.
The man knew: 8.00am Monday, end of the day . . . all done he said.
Wednesday, 4 April 2012
Opposite the hospital in Limoux is a whole block of houses about to be demolished.
Literally a whole block. Like a miniature section of New York, well, not at all like that, but the block thing struck me. A game of monopoly—sorry, you lost, I'll just sweep away all these little buildings.
The demolition people, or someone? the mayor perhaps in some weird reverse non-opening event—I declare these buildings to be well and truly . . . closed.
Most of the doors are standing open however: to let the last bit of fresh air in? spirits out? I had a good poke around in case I could find any last object from a previous occupant's life I could take with me. a vase, a teapot . . nothing really, a dead bird, a dried rat, a bit of old net curtain. Some of the houses have their shutters and windows open, straining wide like arms, a last desperate imploring—I was a good house, save me, someone could enjoy living here again. Sorry I'm getting over emotional, BUT, there is something pitiful about the destruction of part of your town, especially when you have walked past the same row of houses nearly every day for years, observing little details: the way someone put a little piece of corrugated plastic over a drain pipe to protect it from the elements, wires that served as clothes airers, a colour that someone chose for a door.
I shall document the destruction and watch the gleaming new car park or whatever it is rise from the dust.
I think we might be in for a good fruit year. The cold probably killed of many bugs, and the blossom seems extra . . .whats the word, can't think of one, but the image of that woman in La Dolce vita comes to mind.
What a beautiful time of year: to be woken by birds, once again to watch the leaf cutter bees making for the holes in our table as we eat on the terrace, and the mad Parma violet-pink of the Judas tree blossom adorning the front garden.
Today is grey and damp after yesterday's rain, much welcome after June like end of March. We are proud owners of two more water butts. It was crazy to not harness water from the 'abri de jardin' roof, it's only taken five years to get round to it . . .
Sad day at the hothouse.
Had to remove about half of all cactus material, after the intensively cold snap. The big stripy mama one seems to be hanging on (now 14 years old) some of her off-spring perished, along with a lot of prickly pear. I have souvenirs of these beasts in my hands, they have horrid little hairy spines that hang around long after the job has been done and surprise you by hiding in trouser turn ups or glove fingertips.
The Argave type merely lacerate your arms and gouge holes in your limbs, but I still love them. They were the first thing I remember about the house when we came to view it: Cuboid cream house with grey-green spiky guardians.